The Wrong Dream

The Wrong Dream

It hurt like hell when I realized I could no longer trust in your heart

But not as much as when I realized I couldn’t trust in my own

My own heart and mind had betrayed me just as much as you had torn me apart

Even with you by my side I knew I was very much alone

I put all my hopes in dreams in a man who couldn’t love anyone but himself

When I should’ve been chasing the dreams I’ve had in my heart all along

I couldn’t see past the pretty lies and words I believed myself

I couldn’t see how something that felt so perfectly right was so very wrong

I knew that your behavior would never change; something admitted by you

I guess somewhere deep down I kept thinking that the good in you would win

I never realized I was in a love affair all alone that was meant for two

And you would never love me the way I loved you in the end