I am not perfect....I know, shocker, right? It's true. While I am what some may call a good, Christian girl, I am still not perfect. I am not even close. I'd like to be, but it just can't be done. I have thoughts and feelings that are far from being this perfect Christian so many are expecting me to be. What's wrong with just being imperfect me? In my own personal opinion, absolutely nothing.
What I desire is a happy medium. I don't want to be the type of girl who relishes a life of sin, but I cannot be perfect either. So, I will just be....me. I will not live according to the standards of others. I will only live according to the standards of God, and what I can live with myself. It is very important to me to be able to look in the mirror everyday. I am tired of living up to everyone else's expectations and judgments, because in the end, I will only answer
So, here it is. I like the Twilight series. I love Christian music, but I also like other music too. I LOVE James Patterson novels. I love kissing. I even love "making love".
When I envision dating in the future (however near or far that may be), I see me with a man I care very much about and who cares about me, the real me. I am done doing what everyone else thinks I should do. And when and if I decide to be intimate with someone that will be up to me. As a matter of fact, whatever I do is up to me. What can I say............I am imperfect.
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